What can I say . . .I owe you a lot already and now I owe you even more. That gratitude project really is working. I got more good news today! I am not going to jinx it by posting here, but one day I will get to tell you all about it. Needless to say, I am a firm believer now, and I mostly feel on top of the world tonight. It would be perfect if you were here to share the good news with, but you've chosen not to be here with me.
The day went by pretty fast and without any major incidents. I did go to the Blue Moon Café over in Shepherdstown, WV, for lunch today and passing some of those sites where you and I did so much together was painful and depression threatened, but I pushed it away. It won't help me, it will only hold me back.
It was funny because today I saw about a show called Panic Button on the Sci-Fi. I don't need to remind you why that is a sign. It brought back a flood of funny memories and times filled with laughter when no one could stop you from loving me, even me. Tonight, I switched on that same channel and what movie was playing? 2012 - yes the really bad movie that was our first movie date night. We both agreed that it was a true stinker. That filly, Raven Alexa, raced again yesterday over at Charles Town, I saw her name in the first race when I was doing my report. Signs. Signs. Signs. I believe in them.
I saw 18 total Kia's today, and I think number 18, the last one of the day was you. I was coming home from being out, and it was dark, so I couldn't tell for certain, but it definitely was a Kia that looked just like yours. If it was, it appears you were headed out. I guess you have moved on and are going out looking for your next romance. I can guarantee you that you won't find anyone who will love you as much as I do.
I love you. I miss you. I will never take another lover because you are my true love, but if you don't want me, I can't spend time crying over your decision. Onward to making my life better. Will you consider marrying me?
Your desperado,
MNP