Did you know that ancient Egyptians would shave off their eyebrows when their cat died? I have always been fascinated by Egyptian culture and would love to have the opportunity to visit and go on some digs, getting back to my archaeological roots. I know they absolutely revered their cats, but had never heard this particular gem yet.
Things have moved to the absurd with my friend's horse who was left behind after she died. I hope that we can continue to make things happen in his best interest and vanquish those who would do him harm.
This weekend, I went to the barn and did some massage work on one of the older mares. I did a full hour massage, fine-tuning my techniques and she really seemed to enjoy it. At the end, it was gratifying to do some small tests and see that she could lift at the poll, forehand, withers and back as a normal horse should be able to. Progress!
Sunday I went to Harper's Ferry and spent time just hiking around the town, checking out the sites. It was too chilly though! Was today, too. I found a new restaurant there that is good. That makes three different places I have discovered there that give good eats. As the trains blew their whistles and sped past, I thought of you. Do you still feel the rumble to the train's thunder deep in your heart and soul?
Then, Sunday afternoon when I returned home, I was shocked to see you had once again deleted your Facebook page. I certainly hope that nothing I have said or done caused you to do that. I meant what I said in my email that I hope you are well and that I will miss seeing your posts, as there was always something there to learn. I wish you the best in that decision and hope you find whatever you are looking for in doing so.
I counted 51 Kia's on Saturday, 23 on Sunday and number 13 looked like yours, and today there were 53 with 21 looking like yours. I've had no SPAM or references to your name since last Friday, so perhaps the universe has decided it.
I have also noted a peace has come over me. I don't believe that the pain of separation will every fully go away, when you love someone as completely as I do (reality not imagination), there is no getting over it. I will never give up on you or us. But I cannot live my life in constant pain because of your actions. So I have continued to meditate those awful feelings to find their proper home in the universe, which is not with me. I love you always. I will always ask every day in my own way: Will you marry me?
Resigned to your reality,
MNP