A long, long time ago . . . well, maybe it hasn't been as long ago at that picture from way back when, but it certainly has been since we first met that I went out for an evening of dancing or even any evening without you at my side. But, in my quest to change myself for the better, that's just what I did tonight.
It was awkward to say the least, but it's a start. I've never been the social butterfly, especially without buzz. With buzz, I can bounce around like you would not believe, but I don't want to become a social alcoholic, where I have to drink in order to fit in, so no booze for me, just awkward weirdness.
I did speak with three very nice women who I would definitely consider having as friends, but they live near D.C. So it would be hard to keep up with them, but maybe they will be at another get together.
I also went to the barn today and worked with Chip, the horse I rode a few weeks back, from the ground. In addition to working with him, I nearly got all of the pictures that I need for my lesson 5 in my Equine Massage course. I did several of the required write-ups for the lesson and off they went for grading. I really am determined to finish the course quickly. I can see myself accomplishing it and having a successful business with it, that's what I am looking forward to.
I also took a hike today, too. I took that one solo this time, but it always feels good to move the muscles and have nature all around you.
I counted 19 total Kia's today. While at the dance, a Kia came and parked next to me.
I haven't had any email from you in several days now. I hope you are doing ok and that nothing bad has befallen you. I still miss you more than anything else I've lost in life. Will you marry me?
With only love,
MNP