How was your day today? Mine was a day and that's a pretty darn good thing because a day when you can be alive, breathing air, working and writing and doing all the other little things is definitely one to be celebrated. Did you know that the highest suicide rates occur in the Spring, not around the holidays as everyone always spouts on and on about? It was the fact I learned today that I didn't know before. Was curious about suicides with L'Wren Scott's apparent suicide. It really makes you appreciate life all that much more and those who are in it, so know that I deeply appreciate you for being in my life.
No relief from the pain today, and mostly I focused on work and did a little reading. I think I am going to go to bed a little early today, as I am feeling tired, too.
I counted 39 Kia's today.
I know this isn't the most earth-shattering or interesting of letters to you, but these days of habit and normalcy are what makes other days stand out in our memories. Days that will bring you to the knees as you wade through the depths of the grief of the human heart, like the day you left me juxtaposed so brilliantly with the days that make you have to tether you to something heavy to keep you from floating off for a walk in the clouds of happiness, like the day you told me that you loved me. I wish for you more of those days in the clouds than those in the pits. Will you marry me?
Love,
MNP