I hope that you are doing well tonight. It has been some time since I last wrote. I have been caught up in life and living, but wanted to drop in and write to you because I think often of you and what you might be doing.
I have been keeping busy. Keeping up with my creative side, doing my art and trying to learn more and more with it and also writing. I have started a new story that I will complete. It's good and has flowed from me pretty easily. It's been a very long time since I have had that level of inspiration. I think being creative in one aspect feeds the spirit of another aspect. I haven't been able to focus on learning the guitar yet, but that will be in the works soon.
I have also been continuing to keep my body in motion, building up my strength. I plan on adding some light jogging to the mix next week. I really need to get back into better shape than what I had fallen into due to the pain these years. I have been walking, hiking and riding my equicizer since surgery. I hope that when the riding restriction is lifted that I will be really ready to go.
I can't believe my San Antonio Spurs! They have been awesome. I really want them to beat the Heat, as I can't stand many of their players, especially Lebron James. Give me Tim Duncan over him any day. I just prefer people who work hard day in day out and don't need to be the center of the universe to be happy.
From editors, to authors, to actors and SPAM messages, I have had many references to your name. On top of that, I was looking at a used car listing and recognized where the picture was taken. It was at the house where your basement level apartment was when I first met you. That brought back only the best in memories. I still often think of how lucky I was for someone like you to even notice me. I also saw a children's book titled: I See You. I remember how you used to always say that to me.
I counted 42 Kia's on Monday, 40 on Tuesday, 68 on Wednesday, 28 yesterday and 35 today.
I didn't have nearly enough conversations with you though. I mentioned going to the distillery we had talked about, and I really hope you will take me up on that offer. Some of the texts I did have from you frankly worried me. You seem down and not in a good place. I wish you would let me be a true friend to you. I would love to simply let you vent out any of the frustration that you are experiencing and exorcise some of the demons that seem to be haunting you.
Yes, of course, I would love for us to be back to where we were. Perhaps one day we can grow back into that. For now though, I love you too much to watch while you are hurting. Maybe one day we will get to where I can truly and really ask: Will you marry me?
Love you,
MNP