If silence is all that you will give me, then in silence I shall wait. Yes, it's true that you have let another day pass without writing to me. I am to the point where I expect less and less to hear from you. Even though it pains me, I do hope, as I said before that ending us has brought you happiness.
When I am gone for good, perhaps you will see that you have made a mistake. Maybe you will one day return to me. Maybe I will take you back, but only if you have worked on you. While I will always love you, it would do neither of us any good if we were to get back together and one of us had not made an honest effort to be a better person. You are my soulmate, and I would never ask you to change who you are, but there are aspects that hold you back. I have mine, too, those I am working on. I hope you are, too, for yourself more than anyone else.
I worked on my courses today, did a lot of reading, and am getting ready for my therapy tomorrow after two weeks off. As you can imagine, there are a number of things I want to discuss. One of the big ones will be your silence and how to best cope with it, though I think I am doing fairly well. I am not pestering you with multiple messages nor am I simply sitting around and moping. I am doing things, making changes and finding ways to have partial happiness, even if it will never be complete without you.
I can't wait to send you the book of letters that I write each day. Those letters are expanded and tell more than these I share on the web. I say 33 Kia's today.
Nothing happened in my day that is really very share worthy, so I will say goodnight and ask my question: Will you marry me?
With love and light,
MNP