I am confused about what you think I've done to you now . . .You haven't sent any more messages since last Thursday. I did send you one tonight letting you know that you don't have to worry about my request to help me with my career. I found others who are willing to do so, even though you would have been the best.
Whatever is up, I really and truly hope that you are ok, not sick and doing well. I can do nothing but wait to hear from you at this point. If you never write to me again, I guess I will have your answer as to how you feel about me. That will hurt.
Today I signed up for another Coursera course and there is a Skillshare course I may opt to take as well. I didn't work on my equine massage course at all today. I really needed a break from it, so it was good to focus on other areas.
Other than working, I ran some needed errands before the snow and ice that is supposed to come shortly. I hope you will be safe in it tomorrow should it prove to be as bad as they are saying. I counted a whopping 62 Kia's on my travels today. Number 55 was you - double 5, my favorite number, the difference in our ages. I have to hope that these are signs despite the doubt that your silence has created.
I could speculate on that silence, but only you really know the answer to it. Know that nothing has changed in my heart toward you. I love you and miss you more each day that you are away from me. I am forever yours and no one else's. It could be that forever you will never want me again, but for me that doesn't matter. I know who I want to marry and that is you.
With love,
MNP