Are you prepared for the big snow coming our way shortly? I hope you are and better yet, I hope you don't have to get out in it. I worry about you every time there is bad weather. I will never stop worrying about you in all your endeavors because I will never stop loving you. It's not a light switch to be turned on or off.
I got my preparations in, not much to do, but a little here and there. Sadly, the biggest part of my day was another goodbye. White Tiger, the cat was euthanized today. It was really the only kind thing to do at this point. He had lymphoma/leukemia so bad that he only had days left, a week at the most. He would eventually have had trouble breathing and possibly have had seizures. My mom and I were with him at the end. He went peacefully and easily. It is sad that he is gone now, and I feel worst of all for his sister June-June who must wonder where her brother has gone.
Goodbyes have been such the feature of my life for the past several years, and I am one of the world's worst at handling them. Still of them all, yours blind-sided me and hurt me most of all.
I saw 19 Kia's out on the roads today and even got some SPAM from "Alexandra Puertas" or something like that for the last name. I'll take my signs and continue to hope.
I miss you, AAAAAAAlEEEEEEExAAAAAA. I wish you would marry me. I wish
there would be that happy ending that I have envisioned since the day you and I
started dating.
The one who will never forget you,
MNP