Did you know that every continent on the planet has a city by the name of Rome? Casts a whole new light to the "when in Rome" phrase. Think about it. Now you must ask, when in which Rome before deciding what to do.
I want to welcome new readers who have been reaching out to me through comments and emails. I received one just yesterday from Turkey! I am very thankful for all of these readers and their comments. They give me much to think about. Plus it is some small comfort in the day to day to know that there are
those out there who know the story of us.
My mother had oral surgery this week, so I have been helping out there. The first night I didn't sleep more than 2 hours because I worry. I always worry about those I care about. I know you may be facing your own oral surgery coming up. I wish I would be there to tend to you, but since you have shut me completely out now it seems, all I can hope for is that you have someone who not only cares about you and helps you through but that is reliable. Care is nothing if the person is unreliable.
I have two courses that just started on Coursera.org. Thank you for clueing me in on that when you did because I have taken so many interesting courses.
I can't wait for Saturday. I look forward to going to the barn again and doing some more massage work and perhaps going for a ride. I long for a day when I can have a horse of my own again. I think if Blue Blue Sea were still alive when you left me that I would have handled it better. It was like the angels I was closest to left me last year.
I submitted some of my poetry for consideration to a magazine and am searching for a home for the two short stories I recently finished. You may never come back to me, but you will always be my muse. You inspire me to do better in all things and all ways.
I was looking over some stuff from a year ago at this time, and how painfully it brought me back to the unraveling of us. It was just a year ago that you first told me that you wanted to end things. Then, after a 4 hour discussion, I convinced you to at least consider a reconciliation. This time a year ago I never could have imagined that in a few short months you would send me a text ending it all for good it seems. I still think it was wrong of you to end it via text. Some things have to be done in person and I think breaking up with someone
is one of those things.
I counted 34 Kia's on Tuesday, 16 Kia's on Wednesday and the 8th one looked like yours. Today, I counted 43 and number 25 was you. You were headed home. I was taking my mom on some errands since she can't drive herself. I have had several Kia emails and a few of the Alexa variety.
I still miss you, Alexa, I still love you and I still know the truth deep in my heart and soul that you are the only one for me. I hope you sleep well tonight and are achieving everything you desire in your life.
Ever your,