I have held off emailing you again today. I want to make sure that my writing to you does not cause you upset, pain or panic in any way. As hard as it is for me to refrain in my reply, I know that you took issue with my many replies and inquiries that I sent to you near the end of our relationship. I don't want to make that mistake with you as we work on this friendship.
I am writing this tonight a bit early, as I am not feeling well. Some stomach upset, as I am often prone to having.
I took a walk today and stopped by the library. Boy how libraries have changed since I was young. Self check outs with cards and barcodes and pin numbers. It was quite the adventure. I picked up a book called An American Betrayal that talks about how American Indians were mistreated and the whole complexity of the Trail of Tears incident. As a mix of American Indian, African American and White, I found the angle of the topic in this book to be interesting. So far, I haven't gotten far, but I am finding it to have knowledge in it that I did not have before.
I saw 11 Kia's today. Also, there was an article, that I will share with you in my next email, about 10 facts you didn't know about redheads. I also watched a true crime story this evening that had a redheaded girl in it. The actress playing her reminded me so very much of you.
I shall say goodnight then, as the feeling in my tummy is not so hum-hum-hummy. Anyway, I love you and wish I was married to you.
With love,
MNP